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posted on Sunday, October 16, 2011 @ 3:00 AM
i'm seriously gonna fall out.everything been so shitty.
body getting weaker and weaker, and i'm just smiling to make myself feel better.
idk whats been going on with everyone that i love.
i hate myself. it just make me feel so damn pathetic.
somehow i felt that my holidays was a wasted one since i spend the whole day doing nothing and sleeping uber late.
school days~~been okay.
except life skills. everyone kinda find it such a drag....even myself.
this time we're learning bread~ plus a new subject, Asian Sweets.
having loads of fun in the kitchen but i did burnt my finger last week.
so reckless.pfftZ
and that day i felt like crying coz its just plain shitty~ even the food i ate tasted kinda awful ~
i need to apologize to my mates.
i somehow felt bad fer ruining the whole mood and hanging out together.
its not like i really ditched to whole plan.
=(
tc dear monsters and puppets
XOXO
