dairy farm...
posted on Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 4:56 AM
ohh well...gonna say thanks to fatehaaa fer taking all the picts^^but im gonna upload one pict at a time..
this was totally unexpected fer syidah to take a pict of mie when im doing my shoes..lol...
yeah gonna dye my hair black again really soon but idk when so dont ask me...
oh yeah oyang i wanna watch twilight wif ya!maybe on ur bdae we go out 2gether ya wanna?
still thinking what if things were much better next year.haiz.
ohh yeah teddy was the only person who notice that i got such sad eyes..im like wtf!and i know i cried most of the time and lots of things upset me but i dont show it to other people.damn shock when teddy said that.
but hell i dont want others to be so freaking worried bout mie...
maybe they dont but hell i hate myself fer being this way..i wanna someone to undertand mie.
but yet i myself dont really understand what i needed most.
they say talking to ya parents helps to heal the wounds inside of you.
but to mie its just so freaking hard fer them to understand what im saying coz maybe to em its a bad thing.
thats why i rather talk to my bestie oyang whenever i feel down.
i envy all those people who are always happy and i just wish i cud just kill em.(well just an expression)
haiz looks im gonna cont. with the stupid plastic face i put up to everyone..
cya...
DyRa~~~