...note to self...
posted on Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 5:49 AM
im sick and tired..
this stupid endless feeling of giving up just came over me..
Idk whats wrong with you...or izzit me??
gahh...i dont wanna lose you,yet something just makes me feels that way..
i know u're going through something hard.
but leaving me outta ur life kinda doesn't seems fair does it?
or is it just me feeling not myself..haiz..
i dont want you nor me destroy something that we hold most dear to us.
but yet do we destroy them without even realising it.
IDK LARH!!!!
just leave me in thoughts...
i wanna drown myself in my thoughts...
i wanna kill this stupid vision.
this hateful nights.
this stupid feeling of regrets!!!!!!!
helll!!im not me..
just leave me alone....
gahh!!!!!!
DYRA♥