Bang Bang!!Wounds all over...
posted on Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 3:58 AM
i finally decided this..i aint gonna lie anymore.
i aint gonna be soo pissed off over small matters.and let it ruin my life.
im gonna be my old self..but i wont let people destroy it.like how they used to in the past.
i have my own life to live in.my own dreams to fullfilled.
and im gonna stop thinking of taking my life away.there's someone in my heart that i missed alot.
even though that i used to be so not serious then,i've come to think that i dont wanna lose him.not now, not ever.
and i'll stop deniing that he's mine.
when i starting to think bout it i cried alone.
i do miss him alot ever since he went to NS..
i regreted not spending most of the time together with him then,and sometimes trying to avoid him.
i aint gonna be soo pissed off over small matters.and let it ruin my life.
im gonna be my old self..but i wont let people destroy it.like how they used to in the past.
i have my own life to live in.my own dreams to fullfilled.
and im gonna stop thinking of taking my life away.there's someone in my heart that i missed alot.
even though that i used to be so not serious then,i've come to think that i dont wanna lose him.not now, not ever.
and i'll stop deniing that he's mine.
when i starting to think bout it i cried alone.
i do miss him alot ever since he went to NS..
i regreted not spending most of the time together with him then,and sometimes trying to avoid him.
i aint gonna destroy those i've come to learn to love.
i missed my dearest Vampanda^^lol tts what i called him