blah....
posted on Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 5:33 AM
gahhh...damn sleepy seh right now...just came back from jemputan like an hour plus just now..
didnt talked much to my cuzzy..
duhh..im not that freaking close with my cuzzy from my dad's side.but it was fun larh..seeing my bro talk to em...
and the most malu part fer me is that my heels kinda rip apart..damn!!
my f**king boots heels rip apart!!gahh!!
sucha tragedy..and that is my one and only lovely boots!!F**K!!GAHHH...
niwae...i lost my freaking card reader...damn pissed me off...
can't upload pict..great going there Dyra-_-"
and the most irritating part is..most of the songs i have are in my hp..
and i wanna keep em in the comp...
and nowadaes the air in the class ain't how it used to be..
i know everyone is kinda stress bout the olvl papers..so am i.
but somehow i sense everyone is changing..
and im developing this hostile feelings inside me.
and i'll be in rage in class sometimes..but i wont really show it..well maybe alil when i get aggressive and alil hyper...
im trying to control myself..but this 'beast' just gets the best of me sometimes..damn depressed luh...i dont wanna be like how i used to be.
but things that happen recently just makes me think to much its killing me.
bout the lies.the lust.the hatred..
im never gonna be able to stay positive if i continue like this..i wanna spilt my head into two..
guys are part of the problem, the hostility btw me and my mom is another..the school stuff doesnt count.
ahaha..gonna push all my worries away!!!