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posted on Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 8:23 AM

gahhh...i really wanna hit my fucked up face on the wall right now!!
if that something i did or said didnt happen maybe now things wouldnt be in this kinda state.
i really want you to trust me dearest..
i've been soo lost since i've lost you..and i just got you back yesterday....
if this happens again i wont forgive myself..
you said it wasnt my fault, its just you who cant really trust me yet.
but it does feel like it was...
gahh...shut up luh peeps!!im gonna go all nutz after this post..
really feel like banging my head..and its started to hurt alot again..
gahhhh....
wont sleep tonight..i swear i wont..idc if im like this coz im used to it.
shits comes and goes..
and im sooo eefing comfuse right now...-_-"
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i just wanna scream..........