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posted on Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
gahhh...school gonna start all over again..
there still lots of things to be done..
fuck and im not even halfway done...
well went out with nora a few days ago..kinda fun larh..
that we kinda stay up all night.
and i miss all my mates.
and to tell the truth...holiday weren't soo much fun.
hell idk how im gonna be like next year. still the same old slacker or am i gonna work hard.
well we'll wait and see.
im bored, stuck at home.
and im becoming more and more like a vampire..ahhaXXDD
im trying my best to recovered but i aint doing well.
hell i hate myself fer being like this.
might wanna ask what i miss alot bout him.
well maybe his tatts, his stupid sheepish smileXXDD, and him being around me.
but other than that, i know people hates his fucked up attitude.maybe thats why im soo attracted to him.
gahh..i miss him teasing me, making me cry..thats like soo eefing weird.
I WANNA FORGET BOUT YOU LARH!!grr....why oh why do i have to fall fer you again sunny.
please let me knock my head on the wall..let me forget bout you.
well there are people who are helping me forget bout him.
and the help is greatly appreciated. love you lots<3