love you till death pt 2
posted on Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
heres's part 2.....enjoy^^
A year ago
“Sei-Chan! Come quickly! Something bad just happened!” Maya was practically screaming when she saw me. Everyone else was looking kinda frantic as I entered the classroom. I thought that someone might have dress-up as an alien and it might have landed into the class to humor us and let me kicked whoever wearing something like that since it was April Fools Day, but the sight of Jun on the floor and not responding to the others made me panic, I quickly asked Soubi to help me carry Jun to the infirmary.
“OMG...Please be okay” I kept saying those words as I sat next to him.This isn't the first time he collapses in front of me, but fer the rest yes it is. Every time i asked if he was okay, he would tell me he's fine and some times changed the subject. I can't bear to watch him like this anymore.
A few months after that whole incident, Jun was hospitalized, I don't know what happened to him, but when I asked his parents they won't tell me the truth, I knew they lied and Jun told them to lie to me so that I wouldn't be worried.
I missed him even more in school. i kept quiet in class and everyone was worried about my health as my body became more bony. But over time I recovered quickly, I begin to realized that I shouldn't do these things that will hurt my body and made everyone worried.
I decided to visit him that day, my intention was to wish him a speedy recovery. 'cause if he don't recover, I'll be lonely and he's the only person I've really treasure so far. We talked and I was happy that he was smiling even though it was kinda like a weak smile, he still looked gorgeous.
But somehow something happened... I got angry at him because he told me that he wanna die. Who wouldn't get angry. After all these years of being together and confessing our feelings last year, I thought things would be better and I want to take care of him so badly. I got so angry I screamed “Fine then! Just drop dead!” at him and left the place. That night I cried so hard that my eyes was so swollen I could barely open them.
Gloomy Monday, that's what me and Jun called every Monday. 'cause we know that we had to wake up extra early and make our way to school. And our timetable fer Monday is always tight. “Miss Seiren Shirabuki, please make your way to the principle office now” I wondered why would lady Nina want to see me. Making my way to her office make my heart beat fast. Something was wrong and it was getting harder to breathe. As I entered the principle office, Jun's parent was there.
I don't need anyone to tell me what happened, I know something bad must have happened to Jun since his parent are here and his mother's eyes seems to have cried the whole night and he's dad face looking on the floor. I felt my knees go weak, I was kneeling on the floor and tears started to shed.
Jun parents told me that he actually has a hole in his heart and needed to have an operation before it get any worst. The operation went well at first, but one of the stitches loosen somehow and he die losing a lot of blood. I cried 'cause I've loss him and angry at him because he never told me about the hole in his heart.