all go dottsss....
posted on Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 5:19 AM
Dyra and Ijah...loving my dearest vampire mate..
Pffts..im sick and tired.
my body aches each time.
i dont want to hate people around me..
but they are really pushing their luck around me.
ass i dont really care anymore.
any sooner this dumb 'Monster' inside of me just wanna go out and play.
killing me inside out just aint enough.
IT WANT MORE.
I t wants me to kill all my relationship with all my mates.
pffts..i guess thats thats what i was thinking since end of last year.
break all ties..
im sick of this.
im not a nice girl..and never will be.
all those lies, im sick of it.
i can be nice. but fer awhile.
i do think maturely, but i tend not to show it.
i hate putting plastic faces.
its not me.
each time people get mad and fight in front of me, it just pissed me off.
especially when im not in a good mood.
i've been pissing people off since last week..
i think its almost 4 people that i've pissed so far.
how long can i keep this up..shitx just came by.
Fucking 'Monster' what more do you want.
am i just imagining things or its just me growing insane each day.
gahh..just have to end this rattle here..
today kinda pissed me off alil..
just as i was about to Love POA....
They make me wanna Hate POA back..
hell larh.
ask ques gets scolded coz not paying attention..
never ask ques also get scolded..
pffts..ass arh..
im not gonna open my mouth in class anymore.
doesnt seems to matter anymore.
people just dont get it.
make me pissed off..
TC lil puppets.
XOXO