crap..im sick of it..
posted on Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 2:52 AM
im like soo eefing tired..
i cant wait fer tomorrow!
CIP!!WOOHOOO~ AT EAST COAST!!XXDD
today was really really great!!
the 1st day of study skills..and its been really fun!!
the coaches were super duper funny!!!
the day was kick start with alot of laughing..
yeah we did have fun..
i laugh so hard it makes me wanna roll on the floor.
and i can feel my cheeks go really really red..ahahaha..
think the whole class kinda laugh soo hard during the ice breaker..
some give small intro and tell bout one thing that people don't know bout em
like lesbian partner(fake duh), g-strings and sex..lol..WTF!!
didnt know my mates were like that..ahahaa..
then we make banners..and im the artist..lol..
and i got my finger all mess up with the paint..
okok..so i practically wanna paint someone's face..coz its soo fun!!
and i think my mates notice i was having loads of fun..
the whole day past by and it didnt really feel like 4 hours!!!
WTF!! IT REALLY DOESNT FEEL LIKE 4 HOURS!! IT FEELS LIKE AN HOUR!!!XXDD
niwae..i've been pissing people off..
IDK whats wrong with me lately..
i just feel like the 'MONSTER' inside of me is growing..
and its over taking me.
i feel like breaking down, but i won't show people im down.
i don't wanna be like last year.
all sad and depressed..
i wanna be positive.
ohh god please help me..
fuck i hate myself..
niwae...tc lil puppets.
XOXO