the rejects
posted on Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 2:39 AM
Hiro Mizushima!!<3>
been pissed, mood swings kept coming in.
thought things would be better, i guess its just going up and down.
argh!! i just wish my mouth is kinda really nasty sometimes.
so that u can realize before its too eefing late.
we've talked!!
yet you behave like some kinda ass who wanna be like me!
damn ass, i'm your cuzzy will u just listen to me fer once.
ass...u can never be like me.
i'm sick of this.
me pretending everything is okay.
being a little hyper in school kinda makes me wanna be even more violent.
and that probably gonna be the worst part of me, letting that dumb monster out.
i don't really feel like caring fer people anymore.
they just come and go.
I've been thinking of burning all my past memories and some of the drawings I've done.
especially sunny's drawings to me and the one that I've drawn of him.
i don't want that memory anymore.
but i couldn't bear to do it.
pfft..i'm so pathetic.
but not as pathetic as that certain person.
i'm not here in this world to ruin your fucking life.
so IDC anymore whatever thats gonna happen between you and him 'cause I've given up hope.
it's just not worth my time.
so you might be getting a message from your guy from me saying....
"please whatever 'bout u and her i just dont wanna know. i don't even wanna take note if u guys are still together or not.
but hey congrats on loving each other.
wish u guys all the best.
if she really truly love you, she should have known u better and not asked me bout how u are and why you're soo weird sometimes.
tell her to look before she leap coz if theres something bad thats gonna happen to you guys don't think i'm the one that ruins it 'cause i'm already outta your life.
but if you guys wanna hangout or have a lil gathering i'm all open to come and meet you guys.
tell her i'm eefing sorry that i say i wanna i wanna break friendship with her.
im just mad at her that time fer lying to me and pretending that we're the same."
lol..so thats gonna be my freaking long message to her!!woohoo~
please don't hate me dearest.
TC lil puppets
XOXO