pissed off much
posted on Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 5:21 AM
ohh well..good isn't it..everything blame me..
all the bad shits that kept on coming blame me.
wahh..really..
haven't these people look into the mirror lately and blame themselves fer the bad shits.
why blame someone else..
yeah so i know im bad, but why everything must blame me.
i know my shitty attitude totally pissed everyone around me off.
so hate me. im sick of this.
i know im lousy, i know im full of crap.
but do you seriously understand why im like this.
or is it only because you pretend to understand me.
i just feel like riping everything. and making em suffer the way i suffer.
yeah so im a bad example in the family, but i never in my life wanted anybody to follow the dark path i've chosen.
fuck it larh. im sick of putting my plastic face on.
smiling when im not happy.
my heart aches and i wanna cry so badly but i know i have to be strong.
how long can i stand this dumb fucked up thing.
im gonna start killing myself like this again.
ohhh wait..i've gone through this.
and almost barely survive it. and not myself insane.
pffts..who cares.
XOXO
